I missed my phone.
It was in my car.
All alone.
All night.
I was in an unknown world.
A phoneless world.
A world not experienced since the year 2000.
I relied on its distraction.
I was losing my creativity.
So I gave my phone a timeout.
Then I committed to doing it every night.
As soon as I got home from work.
Before phone time outs I was distraction waiting to happen.
After phone time outs I was presence waiting to happen.
A valuable lesson.
A huge difference.
I had to try it first.
It wasn't easy.
I wanted that damn phone.
The inaction of leaving it alone was taking action.
I experienced feeling naked without it.
For many nights.
Then I didn't.
I put so much emphasis on immediacy.
Being in the know in the now.
Now it can wait.
Whatever it is.
Because now is happening with me or without me.
I want to be here now.
The rest can wait.
I can be here now.