I came so close.

So so close.

So close to death.

At age thirteen.

It made me curious.

Aware.

To ask questions.

Why was I even here?

Where were any of us?

If any of us could go at any moment.

I'm an oncologist!

I asked.

What would I change about my life if my partner told me I had cancer?

I would love more.

Each moment more.

You more.